Poem.

I deny happiness
I control anger
I forget sadness
I need none of mix of feelings
If I'm on the edge I'll jump just so I won't have to look what is behind
I think I'm running and winning but...
I'm blind to that I'm actually falling
down, down to the dark

But I need none of mix of feelings
I don't need to look into the mirror, I don't need me!
Then I fall to my knees and see, what?
I'm broken to pieces, like a mirror and there is no return
My mind is broken
What a coward have I been all this long! I sceam in the dark
collecting what is left and I start to fade away.
It's the price I pay for the things I said.

~Raven.